Today I cried. I felt a bit overwhelmed by the entire situation. I felt quite negative and I couldn’t stop thinking about how much I miss my family and how worried I am for them. Also having to work and being locked home with an active toddler does not really help and I am quite worried about the two of us too, to be honest.
This entire situation feels off and on surreal to me. I am in this spot where I don’t see and can’t predict the end and it’s just scary. Some people might think I am overreacting but this is the way I am living this moment right now. Some days get better, some days worst.
As I said to my friends earlier today: I was hoping to go back home (Italy) to stay with family and friends and have a bit of time for myself while my family would take care of our son and now I am at home 24/7 for an undefined time. Funny eh?
I do think about positive things too: we cook and eat good stuff, we spend time together, we are not missing any new event on our son’s development and we do dance and sing a lot.
Stay safe and healthy and remember that it’s ok to feel sad from time to time.You are not alone.