I’m so mad to the world right now. I’m also mad at myself for subconsciously accepting and living in this idea that women can handle more than men and therefor they implicitly have to. We are capable of being mothers, wifes, having a career and a group of friends. But at what costs? Is this... Continue Reading →
Long time no see.. 2020 was crazy
Hi everyone, yes, it's me. Surprised eh? I know, I have to apologise for not writing a post for over a year. This year has been just too crazy and I am sure you think it too. How have you been dealing with all the changes last year brought us? I hope 2020 brought you... Continue Reading →
BLACK LIVES MATTER
Today there will be a protest in Berlin to support the protest in USA after the murder of George Floyd. I thought for days if I should take part in the demonstration and at the end I didn't because I am not so sure people would be able to keep distance. Maybe they did but... Continue Reading →
2 months of social isolation – A mother emotional’s swing
Wow, the last couple of weeks have been a great success and disaster at the same time! I can't believe I can have such different perceptions of the same timeframe. I haven't been writing or reading at all these days. I was too busy trying to relax (after 20:30) by watching TV, watching woodworking videos,... Continue Reading →
1 month social isolation
There are moments where I can't believe what is happening. Some days I fell like I am just having a bad dream. I think psychologist would call it 'denial phase'?! It has been now a month since we cut connections with everyone. We go out for grocery and for a walk every 2 days, maximum... Continue Reading →
To workout or not to workout?
I've never been a fit person (Not true, I was for a long time when I was a dancer and a dancer assistant and even after that) I've got quite lazy after having my son (Ok, now I am telling the truth). OMG, how hard is it for me to find time and motivation to... Continue Reading →
Social Distancing – day 4
Today I cried. I felt a bit overwhelmed by the entire situation. I felt quite negative and I couldn't stop thinking about how much I miss my family and how worried I am for them. Also having to work and being locked home with an active toddler does not really help and I am quite... Continue Reading →
Social distancing for a bit
Hi all, I am trying to cope with what is happening in the word right now. There are moment where I read the news and I am like 'no, come on, it's not possible'. There are days where I fear the worst and days that I do not mind seeing myself home for some days.... Continue Reading →
Wonder Woman
Some days ago I bumped into an italian fb post that was saying: "I'm a mother. I have 2 children. I went to the family doctor because I have memory loss and difficulty concentrating. The family doctor tells me I have to sleep 8 hours a day. I have back pain. I have to exercise... Continue Reading →
2020 New Year’s resolutions
After putting aside 2019 and all the bitterness that came with it, now it’s time to think about what I am going to do in this new year. As mentioned in my previous post, 2019 was a horrible year for me and the only certain thing I know by now is that I do not... Continue Reading →